I once had to have the boy down the street be my babysitter and he was a year younger, I wish it would have been you. I guarantee you’d have been twice as fucked up. I used to torture him without mercy. I used to tell him I was going to introduce him to my friend SATAN. I told him SATAN visited me every night and FUCKED me. He quit, he got so scared of me. I told him my lion came alive at night and went into the dreams of my enemies and made them into retards and he believed me. But I love you, don’t worry about it.
— The Diaries of Courtney Love (This is from a note/letter to Kurt)